Thursday, May 31, 2012


katniss: no
katniss: peeta, stop
katniss: what
katniss: oh
katniss: howd you-
katniss: i cant

Today clearly didn't turn out the way it was supposed to.

needahug and maybe someone.

Wednesday, May 30, 2012


This reminds me of the day i missed in Prague and the pretty buildings there I never got to see; it also reminds me of the town squares and structures I got to see in berlin & poland. I miss EE. 

List of movies I want to watch:
Never Let Me Go
The Lucky One

Spent the entire day with the cousin, who just came back from America last night. (Went to the airport last night. kind of wished I was going somewhere, somewhere far away, hahaha sounds fun.) Got the whole of 6 hours of sleep, and I'm functioning better than getting 8 hours of sleep even though its supposedly better. Whatever. 
Looked through cousin's old things, and its quite funny going around Singapore with her. She hasn't been back for 9 months and she's like a tourist. Its quite cool how she manages to pick out the smallest of changes, changes I never did notice myself until she pointed them out today. 
Holland V for lunch: tau huey + wanton mee + island creamery sigh fatssss. She went for a haircut and so we went back to her house and re-painted my nails before I came home. Painted my nails so many times the past few days. Heeh. She's prolly coming over on Saturday which is a yay +  I don't have Chinhese tuition to put me to sleep (ok la but it does help I'm not failing or marginally passing anymore)

My conclusion: I am a freaking bitch I wonder how in the world I have friends.

ok bye

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

For the record, I miss PLL. 

Heehee so cool

Spent the day doing work (E Math, A Math, Bio, SS), reading Lone Wolf and watching people with crazy talent (Talent, sometimes in odd forms, on America's Got Talent, and amazing cooking talent on Junior Masterchef Australia). Was in sort of a semi-conscious state throughout. No matter how much or little I sleep, I seem to be tired, tired all the time.
Can I just lapse into an eternal coma now.

Waiting for midnight when my uncle comes to pick me up to go to the airport to fetch my cousin who's coming home from America after like a y e a r. Which is yay I don't know if I should take a nap but why should I right I'll still feel tired. Holidays literally sap the life out of me (in a way that is differing from that of how school saps the life out of me) and make me really cranky I have no idea why so I don't know if I prefer holidays or going to school
(holidays la)

Deeeeeeep questions (found them on tumblr, but I always find things on tumblr)
1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?
When I am telling someone how I feel. Because I'm no good with telling other people how I feel and most of the time (unless I really trust you or something) I'll end up fabricating some form of a lie.

2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry? Do you still feel the same way?

3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call? What do you tell them?
I'll remind her to come for my funeral.

4. You are at the doctor’s office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?
Probably not everyone but I'll tell who I want to tell. I'll do what I want to do - shop without a budget, eat like there's no tomorrow (because there is, sort of, no tomorrow), spend time with the people who know I'm going to die, hmmm. No I won't be afraid (because isn't this what I once wanted so badly?) and I know that God is waiting for me with His arms wide open.

5. You can have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Why? Love and Trust.
Trust. When there is trust there is love. I don't think you can love someone sincerely without trusting him/her first, right? (I hope I'm right LOL)

6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not?
I don't know because
1. i don't exactly know how to save a drowning dog
2. I don't know how important that job is to me.
I'd probably get someone else who was walking down that street, preferably a person that knows how to save drowning creatures, to save the dog.

7. Would you rather be hurt by the one you trust the most or the one you love the most?

8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you (or did you) do/say?
I'd be creeped.
But then again I don't think I have a definite best friend so lalala :)

9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or Why not?
This is a very meaningful question. If only someone close to me died recently. But I don't know anyone I know that died recently. Hmm. However, I would probably say yes. I'm 15, what's one year of my life anyway.

10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
Personally I think I'm a horrible person and I'm not quite sure I would want to be friends with myself. HAHAHAHA. I don't know.

11. Does love = sex?
Definitely nottttt. HELLO.

12.Your boss tells your coworker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your coworker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company? Why or Why not?
Does me leaving the company ensure that he gets to keep his job? I don't think I would, I mean, wouldn't it be easier if I gave some money to him every now and then until he gets a job? Or get other people in the company to do so? People aren't thaaat selfish as to not emphathise with them right. Maybe, maybe not, I wouldn't know.

13.When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person?
Again, its not very easy for me to verbalise my feelings in all honesty.

14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a member of the opposite sex, you love them or that you do not love them back?
It would be harder for me to tell him that I love him because

15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?
my phone, as loser as this sounds. Many a times we are encouraged to give up the 'idols' in our lives and put God first and I really do feel i spend too much time on my phone sigh. Because it's a huge part of my liffffe. But anyway I seem to check it less and less now which is good.

16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them. Who were they to you?
Not too long ago. Someone very important.

17. If there was one moment and one time in the last month what would you change and why?
May hmm. May was actually a rather good month. I don't think I would change anything. Oh maybe the fact that I slept at like 12 before my A Math papers and hence was semi-conscious when I attempted it the next day, partially why I did so badly.

18.Imagine it is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?

19. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not?

21.You are holding onto your grandmother’s hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your rationale for making the decision?
Oh please no. I would save my ahma. I'm sorry baby ): I love my ahma.

22. Are you old fashioned?
In certain aspects of my thinking yes, I am old fashioned.
And in certain aspects, being old fashioned is better than conforming to the current societal norms.

23. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it?
Probably when I do favours for my teachers/friends. I really don't expect them to reciprocate HAHA. I mean, I did those favours willingly and wholeheartedly so.

24.Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?
True love. At least I would know what love feels like instead of being some idk unloved zombie for the rest of my life.

25.If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?

Leaving for the airport in 15 I'll finish this as soon as I get my hands on the computer again tata wow exciting

Monday, May 28, 2012

i wish i was strong enough to lift not one, but both of us

This holiday-time will be different.

“Maybe it’s not blood bonds that make us a family. Perhaps it’s the people who know our secrets and love us anyway, so we can finally be ourselves.”
Thank you. 

bucket list: to have a pet squirrel. Squirrels are so adorable I've been wanting to have a pet squirrel since I was like idk EIGHT I WANT A SQUIRREL SQUIRRELLYYYYYYY.
I want a squirrel.

Today was a really dumb day, like, not that today was dumb or anything, it was me that was so dumb lol okay. Got to school early because I screwed up my timings, ended up in 4O talking to Reenah before she left for guitar. After she left for guitar, I walked to KAP to get some breakfast (Heehee macs breakfast) before going for Bio!

Bio was at LT2 (yay best LT everrrrr never fails to remind me of the LT2 incident in Sec 2 hahaha), and we began on Mitosis & Meiosis. Prophase metaphase anaphase telophase cytokinesis lalala. Thank God that I remember bits and pieces of it from Life Sciences in Sec 2 even though Life Science in Sec 2 was a flop lmaaaaooo okay. Never really do mind going for Bio because Mrs Liow's a really good teacher. 

Walked to KAP again with Jiayi & Megs because we had an hour + break between our first lesson and our second lesson. They had lunch at Cinta Manis, didn't really eat much because I was still full from having breakfast in the morning. That breakfast just sort of lasted me the entire day till dinner heehee. Good exercise, walking to and fro and to and fro KAP! Quite nice that we have KAP nearby (until it gets taken down anyway, grrrr)

Heredity @ IT Lab 2.0! okay la it was sort of uncomfortable sitting on the floor for 2 hours, my butt really hurt after the session. Not the point. It was a good lesson anyway, although I nearly dozed off, but that was only for a short bit, it was too uncomfortable to fall asleep anyway (again with the perpetual tiredness, getting really tired of being tired like SERIOUSLY). Dominant and recessive alleles, lalala, quite cool la :-) Before leaving school, went to the PE office in ~hopes~ of getting my CCA records, but it wasn't open........... Psh go figure anywaaay. 

Got home and painted my nails (again), my fingernails on my right hand are so horribly painted, at times like this I wish I was ambidextrous like Nik. Anyway. Not the point. Started on the Cedar paper, that I could do la it just made me think and sometimes it took me really long to get the answer, sigh i feel dumb HAHA. Anyway. Watched America's got talent, had dinner, the usual evening thingggs. 
what am I doing tomorrow. oh yes. Probably going to catch up on work, and then go to the airport at night to pick my cousin up yaaayyy so glad (: looking forward to seeing my cousin + the super long car ride to the airport. I absolutely love long car rides. Hmmm. other than thatttt. 

I really want some starbuckssss. 

:'( Hmmm just a few more days I guess ~ sigh. 

Sunday, May 27, 2012

Bless the broken road


So much to blog about because I haven't blogged in forever..... HAHA ok since Thursday, but that's still quite a long time. 

What did I do in school on Friday, hmmm. We had about 2 hours of Chinese, as usual, to kick start our fantabulous day. First half of the lesson was spent in class, I can only remember Cristina telling me about Dark Shadows HAHA. Second half of the lesson, we spent in the library. Laoshi let us do work/read Chinese books/watch Chinese shows lmao. Attempted the Xin Min paper, fell asleep subsequently until it was time for recess. The library, I am pleased to report, is still as cold as the North pole.

Recess with the usual recess crew, had fun discussing what we were gonna do on Thursday at Sentosa, heehee! Can't wait :-) (I am still a horrible person, but I simply cannot help it. HELP ME GOD TO BE A NICE PERSON)

Full humans after that, hahaha kinda missed History (: I liked the familiarity of Singapore history. Maria Hertogh riots, Hock Lee Bus Riots, Merger, Separation, yup we gon cover all that in time to come. We did Maria Hertogh on Friday though, and its different learning it as a Sec 2 and a Sec 4. Back then it was all like textbook knowledge but now its like, wow, didn't she have a screwed up childhood / why wasn't she given the choice to choose who she wanted to go with and all, hmmmm. Hahaha okay, so that was a good lesson :) Sort of anyway! Love-hate history all the time. 

On the way to the chapel, (how do I use a nice adjective to put this, uhm) angsted a bit to Mrs Choo, hahaha, she's quite nice to angst to sometimes because she's always very calm. heheh, anyhow, level wrap up for the term. I do realise we have soooo little time left. After the holidays, we have 5 weeks to prelims. After prelims, we have 9 weeks to Os. That's barely enough time. I'm going to miss MG so much. I can't even. AHHHHH :'( I can't believe a semester just flew by, just like that, and we're this much closer to graduating. SIGH. 

Okay, packed up the classroom, Char braided my hair, mmmmh. PE department taking excruciatingly long to come up with our CCA records. Sitting around in school before finally going home, hahaha! 

Yesterday, I had tuition in the morning. Was sort of annoyed in the morning, but got over that. Hahaha. Super glad I have no chinese tuition for the next 2 weeks, heehee! Went to Plaza Sing for lunch before going over to church, yay I love church :-) Had a good worship session, have so many things to thank God for this week, its amaaazing! I mean its really amazing how He always comes through for me :') 
left for downstairs to blow Matt's cake! :-) happy belated birthday Matt! :-) 
Left for BB campfire at Swiss Cottage, I mean, its so near my house anyway, plus Mrs Lau says campfires are always fun hahaha so I decided to go! Laughed with Linx over shakespearean lyrics on the MRT, sigh! And had a good time walking along gombak, looooove Gombak. :') 

Campfire was alright! played games, magic show, mass dance (MMHMM NOPE NOT MASS DANCE, SPASTIC JERKS), dinner, CAMPFIRE! Hahaha! Quite ironic how linx matt and I were sitting right at the back, and we were the shortest (ahem) amongst nearly everyone there, so we were craning our necks and stuff HAHA. 

Went shopping today, and everything is just so gorgeous I WANT TO BUY EVERYTHING OMG SOB. Bought quite a bit from H&M, I wanted to buy moooore, if only i had the budget, sigh. idk why the summer collections are all so beautiful HAHAHA. I need to shop more someone halp. 

Wish I could've went for GDOP today though, but I have bio @ 8AM tomorrow, why :-(
ALSO, ALL THE BEST FOR CHINESE Os GUYSSSSSS don't stress, just go in and do your best, God will be by your side and trust me, He can make the impossible possible :-) HE REIGNS OVER YOUR CHINESE PAPER.

Ok so i have been listening to Bless This Broken Road so much for the last three days or so, ahhh. I think its a wonderful song HAHA. 

Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like Northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

Super wonderful omg.

Three weeks of holiday is not enough. NOT ENOUGH because prelims are sooooo close by. And I'm like AAAAHHHHH okay I need to go off now to plan my week so I don't feel like I'm wasting my days away. I've packed my shelf + filed all the loose worksheets I left lying around whilst I was studying for mid years, mhmmmmm.


Thursday, May 24, 2012

Guess what this is

I HATE BEING TIRED I SWEAR I don't even know why I'm so tired nowadays. I'm getting less sleep than I do during the exam period/when I have to study and I'm tired as heck every second of my life and I don't get it ok I'm just really annoyed now. I cannot take how tired I'm always feeling. I literally feel like I'm going to die now.

So today I found out Copper (II) Sulfate's toxic, even in minute amounts, upon consumption. So actually, I've been carrying like what 5 + grams of poison around with me for the past year or so.  (We made Copper(II) sulfate crystals in chem SPA last year) Thankful I JUST found out. HAHA. Who knows. Anyway I'm just going to continue carrying it around with me, who knows, it may come in handy one day.

What did we do today........ Oh yes we had our result slips returned to us. Surprisingly, my CA pulled down my Mid year scores more than that of my CA pulling up my Mid year grades. Okay, I guess I just have to learn to be content with what I have, because its not all too bad and I'm quite happy with it. Hmm.

Career Keys workshop in LT1, which was quite interesting actually. We did quite a bit of profiling, finding out our personality/interests and skills and stuff like that, to work towards our ambitions. Hahaha, DISC's been changing since Sec 1. In Sec 1 when I first took it, I was an S. In Sec 3 or something I became an IS. Now I'm an ISC hahaha, which is quite cool really. Anyway I think I'm just odd or something because what I want to do in the future doesn't really match the suggested ones for me. Not all of them, at least.
I'm not sure, but I'll just trust in God and see where He leads me, mmmh?

Recess, which was hilarious because Megan dropped her chicken on the table. Lalala, the usual stuff :-)

Chinese after that, it was bearable because today's session was short. I think I might just fall asleep in Chinese tomorrow seeing as how I'm perpetually tired WHICH SUCKS SO BAD. Anyway. We went through paper 1, and stuff. Chinese is always quite entertaining sitting with Cris Megs Jiayi, heehee. Last 2h chinese period tomorrow, thank goodie goodness.

ACJC Outreach! I felt really bad for falling asleep, but I did. We always end up sitting all the way at the back of the gallery, so I could sleep without getting caught :x HAHA. Felt really bad, but I don't want to go to ACJC anyway, I think. If all goes well, who knows really. But yeah. It was alright I would think, for the parts where I was awake. (this only further emphasises the annoying fact that I can sleep anywhere)

After school with Grace & Charis as usual, tried finishing our task but we couldn't, sigh. But it was a good time, as usual. Also, Cristina informs me that we are officially excused from CCA for the rest of like the year and I'm just like yessssssss ohyaaaaayyyyy no more Infocomm HAHAHA BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE.

Came home texted + watched America's Got Talent HAHA i do love America's got talent but I hate it when they send people home I mean its inevitable and all but I'm just like aaah when they look all heartbroken and disappointed when they're not put through even though they're amazeballs. Anyway. I like the old lady hand whistler I swear she's so qt and her talent is super unique too i'll be so upset when she gets out in the Hollywood round. Or the pair of sisters with cystic fibrosis but sing like amazingly. Or this boy that looks like he's fresh out of a Disney career HAHA. Anyway. I love these kind of shows when is X Factor 2 finally coming to singapore.

Anyway I'm just really quite tired. Super glad yet super apprehensive about term 2 ending tomorrow. Glad for my June hols even though they don't exactly exist, yet this means we only have less than half a year left in MG and I just cannot imagine not being in MG I think I'll be so so so sad, simply thinking of leaving makes me so upset already.

It is thundering.

Wednesday, May 23, 2012

find escape in your eyes

Read this before last year :-)

Today was alright I guess! Chinese in the morning was really hilarious because although we spent the lesson going through the paper 2 we did on Monday (which I did relatively well for, I'm super encouraged ok i've been doing quite well for p2 chinese recently, I think I can do paper 2 la yayyyyy my chinese is not hopeless!), spent half the lesson laughing like crazy because we were passing notes about really weird things HAHA, Cris, Jiayi, Megs & I, about, uhm, hair and Cristina's PENGUIN HAHAHA. Also, when Laoshi left the class to alter some of our classmates' marks, Megs & I stood by the window that overlooked the sports complex area thereabouts where the Sec 1s were leaving for their ROCs1 and we stared at them HAHAHA. Being weird. Mrs Lau walks past too and says we're stalking them HAHAHA. Did some more rubbish before laoshi came back. yeah la too full of rubbish that we CAN'T CONTAIN IT!

Mmmmh, recess tralalala i am quite the horrible person HAHAHA I think so. Anyway, talked about it to Mrs Lau about it, gg to try and see how it works :) As i was telling her, its really hard to love the people we don't exactly like. Hmmm :( OH WELL.

Chem was idk funny we just spent the entire lesson copying stuff for Skill 3. Copy copy copy I am creeped by her just because I did a countdown to Os and all on my diary she thinks I'm some idk anyway. We didn't learn much which was good because I don't understand alkanes & alkenes exactly how to go on to alcohols and carboxylic acids you tell me. I need to revise chem I love chem and all but organic chem might actually kill me. oh well, we shall see I CAN DO THIS :)

Class board games time which was essentially going damn high in class HAHAHA. We didn't exactly play board games, but we enjoyed ourselves nonetheless. It was really fun, laughed so so hard HAHAH. Megs was putting on some rock concert for jiayi, andreawong, cris & I. Yup but it was a good time because it was a hilarious time, :') my friends are so lovely, they always make me happy :-)

BIO hahaha I do like bio :-) Mrs Liow did Skill 3 practices with us too, all our science teachers are going all out for our skill 3. Aaaah ok i love science, I know I'm a science person.

Lunch (I ate a hashbrown, can't grow fat, well can I) with Reenah grace huilin was really funny too! Idk today was generally a really funny day, so yup talked and stuff and I think I was being really weird so I made everything seem really weird and funny. It was a good time anyhows :-) Headed up to our usual spot with grace, where we made cards and came up with our grand plan :)))) Really admire&respect the teachers in MG, they really do give their all for us, sometimes no matter what happens/has happened to them, love them. Grace spent the entire afternoon conflicted, so hmmmm I was just being weird and trying to help her I think? :P

Sigh a little apprehensive about DSA-ing now. I shall go pray more about it and hope for the best :')

Came home, had a cake-cutting session for my brother, his birthday's tomorrow ooohersssss. texted which was nice, felt a little better after telling stuffssss :-) attempted to do some english before playing scramble like crazy and coming on to do my personal statements WHICH BTW I HAVE FINISHED ok time to look for verses + QT now! :-) GOODNIGHT ALL

Tuesday, May 22, 2012

i love her yes.

(I did this almost a year ago. Reading my archives, besides, I haven't done something like this in a long long long time)
1. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
Closed, what if something crawls out of it?

2. Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel?
HAHA no they don't smell good enough.

3. Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out?

4. Have you ever stolen a street sign before?
Hahahah suuuuure.

5. Do you like to use post-it notes?
I used to very often, now not so much. I love how they smell though. They smell fantastic. Oh yeah they're really handy too.

6. Do you cut out coupons but then never use them?
I don't cut out coupons hahaha

7. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees?
Probably a bear. I wouldn't die in pain. I would die in fluff.

8. Do you have freckles?

9. Do you always smile for pictures?
Yes of course unless they're candids!

10. What is your biggest pet peeve?

11. Do you ever count your steps when you walk?
Only when I'm bored. Only when I walked down the 100 steps to Old School in Sec 1

12. Have you ever peed in the woods?
Nope, not even during OBS (:

13. What about pooped in the woods?

14. Do you ever dance even if theres no music playing?
I am a spastic dancer because I have 0 coordination HAHA. So no, not really. Unless I'm purposefully being spastic.

15. Do you chew your pens and pencils?
YES okay don't touch my stationery if you don't want to~

16. How many people have you slept with this week?
Mah bb bear.

17. What size is your bed?

18. What is your song of the week?
Hmmmmm. Recently I've been seeing posters around the school for LoveMG, and when I do, I am reminded of Jesus Be the Center (:

19. Is it okay for guys to wear pink?
Why not

20. Do you still watch cartoons?
Yes I do, but not too often. I generally don't watch TV very often

21. What's your least favorite movie?
Horror movies. I won't be able to sleep after them, not that I've watched any before.

22. Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some?
My treasure chest

23. What do you drink with dinner?

24. What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
Curry sauce/Chilli sauce hahaha.

25. What is your favorite food?
JAP hands down all around.

26. What movies could you watch over and over and still love?
My Sister's Keeper (this still tops my list), (500) days of summer, I Am Sam, High School Musical :-)

27. Last person you kissed/kissed you?

28. Were you ever a boy/girl scout?
Nope, but everybody is under the impression that I am a guide. (recently: During open house, Clara told me I looked like a guide.)

29. Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine?
eeeee no.

30. When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper?
A week ago, after my Mid Years ended :')

31. Can you change the oil on a car?

32. Ever gotten a speeding ticket?
Can't drive babes

33. Ran out of gas?

34. Favorite kind of sandwich?
I love all sandwiches.

35. Best thing to eat for breakfast?

36. What is your usual bedtime?
12, 1?

37. Are you lazy?
I can be.

38. When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween?
I never celebrated Halloween, unfortunately

39. What is your Chinese astrological sign?
HAHAHA hmmmm

40. How many languages can you speak?
One and a half. HAHA.

41. Do you have any magazine subscriptions?

42. Which are better legos or lincoln logs?
Legos :-)

43. Are you stubborn?
Quite, I would think.

44. Who is better Leno or Letterman?

45. Ever watch soap operas?

46. Afraid of heights?

47. Sing in the car?

48. Dance in the shower?
LOL not reallyyyy.

49. Dance in the rain?
I want to.

50. Ever used a gun?

51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
Class photos HAHAH

52. Do you think musicals are cheesy?
No. I likeeee.

53. Is Christmas stressful?
Nope, its a good time :-)

54. Ever eat a pierogi?

55. Favorite type of fruit pie?
I like pie in general.

56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
Largely, doctor / teacher.
Same same :-)

57. Do you believe in ghosts?

58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
YES wow

59. Take a vitamin daily?
hahahah /no/

60. Wear slippers?
Yes yes flip flops

61. Wear a bath robe?

62. What do you wear to bed?
Oversized shirts + shorts!

63. First concert?
HI-5 WHADDUPPPP my fulfilling childhood

64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?
Never been to any, sigh! I would like to one day!

65. Nike or Adidas?
I can't choose HAHA

66. Cheetos or Fritos?

67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
I like both :-) I am glutton.

68. Ever hear of the group Tres Bien?

69. Ever take dance lessons?
LOL NO unless you count the hip hop dance PE we had earlier this year. It was hard for a person like me HUR.

70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?

71. Can you curl your tongue?

72. Ever won a spelling bee?
Nope, but i would like to try participating in one!

73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
YEAH (chinese Os HAHA)

74. Own any record albums?

75. Own a record player?

76. Regularly burn incense?
Not at all.

77. Ever been in love?
Everyburdy needs lurve.

78. Who would you like to see in concert?
Taylor Swift, Adele
Jason Mraz?

79. What was the last concert you saw?
my parents generally do not allow me to attend concerts. Saddie.

80. Hot tea or cold tea?

81. Tea or coffee?
COFFEE the bane of my existence.

82. Sugar or snickerdoodles?

83. Can you swim well?

84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?

85. Are you patient?
Quite, i think. Unless I'm in a bad mood.

86. DJ or band, at a wedding?
BAND hahaha so qt.

87. Ever won a contest?
I think so!

88. Ever have plastic surgery?
suuuuure i have

89. Which are better black or green olives?
No olives hehe

90. Can you knit or crochet?

91. Best room for a fireplace?
Living room.

92. Do you want to get married?
I think I would.

93. If married, how long have you been married?

94. Who was your HS crush?

95. Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way?
LOL no not really.

96. Do you have kids?
suuuure check my qtpies.

97. Do you want kids?
I'm not sure

98. Whats your favorite color?
Pink. Pastels.

99. Do you miss anyone right now?
Kind of

100. Did you watch, Next Great American Band on FOX?

Okay hay since I can't go for ROCs 1 or ROCs 2 or OBS here are some photos HAHAHA I miss going for ROCs, instead, I am stuck in school doing who knows what also I have chem tomorrow someone save my poor soul.

Jiayi's beautiful toilet bowl.
2I hai guys (L) 

we once woke up the entire bus because we were laughing too loudly. BEST (y)

I miss 2I so so so so so much.

Okay la so yeah my fringe was kind of short in Sec 2 I now understand why Mrs Lau used to laugh at my bangs HAHA. I MISS ROCs 2.

Here's ROCs 1 wah I was a super fatty in Sec 1 anyway there weren't many photos, I think because we weren't too in on using facebook back then but anyway this is old school and this is us sitting on the floor doing I forgot what


Ok I miss going for ROCs rn I need to finish up my Skill 3 report before I sleep LIFE SUCKS HAHAHAHAHA

Monday, May 21, 2012

(haaaayyyy gurl)

/I'm reading this now/ aaaahhh I'm really liking the book, it keeps you reading and its really sweet, and Nicholas Sparks can write from different perspectives/thinkings really well. 

Lots to blog about for crazy Saturday + today I guess! :-) 

Woke up really bright and early on Saturday to meet Grace at 7.45 at the MG bus stop! Level 1: ACSI Open House. Went to AC OH with Grace & Char, and the first bit was embarrassing because we went over to the side meant for Primary 6s :P But then we found our way to the Year 5-6 side soon enough! Visited their subject booths, it was really interesting :-) I think I would like to join AC (if I can. I sincerely hope I can) after this year, everything sounds so interesting and the teachers seem really nice :-) We made a point to visit nearly every single subject booth, and upon visiting the history one, I made a mental note to tell Ms Koh they did China History in year 6 heehee. All in all I thought it was a really enlightening time there!!!!!!

Left for MG at about 9.20, because our shift was at 10.30! Had red bowl noodles in school with Grace heehee, so glad the school canteen was open, made things really convenient :-) Level 2: MG Open House. After eating, we decided to visit the hall for a bit, walked around and took a polaroid before we left :-)
sec 4s + our wonderful year head :') 
Nik bb + me doing the Nik face :-) 

Had a briefing in the conference room by Ms Ng next. Decided we didn't really wanna do the Bio booth again, and Ms Ng agreed and looked for Sec 3s to fill our places instead. Hahaha, Ms Ng's really nice to us :') HAHAHA ok so we ended up doing registration for the first hour. It was boring stuff, but it was alright! It was nice talking to random people, well sort of!
Ms Ng decided she needed more people down for student guides, so Grace & I were relieved of our registration duties, and hence we became student guides! Okay it was really scary at first, led the group of people I was taking to the hall first. Then I kind of lost half of them........... UHM HAHAHA so freaked out to Mrs Lau a bit, and she goes ITS ALRIGHT HAHA yeah so I just brought the four people I had left. They were really nice people so it wasn't that bad! Went to the labs after the hall because they didn't want to go for the lesson experience, which was alright :-) Time in the lab was good because i just hung around with Ayn, talking as the parents and girls did like every hands on thing there was in the science lab. It was a really good time talking, about lots of things! Saturday was good because I got to talk to Ayn a lot more and got to kind of know more Sec 3 SLs, they're a really friendly + cute bunch :-) 
Went up to the hall, just in time to take a last look at the SL board before it was time to take it down! 

its so pretty + I love our tower thing.

best year head, worst eyebags. HAHAHA. sml 

I thank God because I just had so much joy doing open house for MG, I think everyone should go to MG in my humble opinion because at nowhere else will you find a better environment + better teachers. I really do love MG and its been lovely having been here for the last 3+ years, I can't imagine leaving just like that :'( 

Level 3: CHURCHHHH ♡
After helping (a little) to pack up, had to leave school to get to church! It was so so so hot okay :'( anyway, fell asleep on the bus to church! PLUS I WAS SO SMELLY (i think, I hope i wasn't thaaat smelly. But i was sweating quite a bit because of the horrendous weather) so the first thing I did when I got to church was to spam deo..... HAHAH...... Whattodo. 
Worship was gooooood as usual, it just felt super nice to be able to praise God, especially after all that He has blessed me with this week. :') With lots and lots of joy and also with relatively good mid year results. LOVE GOD SO MUCH and so it was a very good time, as church services always are. Message was good too, mainly about having the heart and the willingness to serve for God and let God work through you to serve others for Him. Mmmmh :-) ♡

Changed right after service, squeezed in Uncle Chor Pang's car with Heidi Val Liangle Ryanny Matt HAHAHA. Level 4: VJ Dance Concert. It was squeezy so I ended up sitting on Heidi's lap. The car ride was really really funny, and ECP kind of jammed rather badly but that was okay. Ordering from the drive thru was really hilarious and we eventually all got to VJ for Kristel's performance, even though we had to rush through our dinner (Burger King mmmmmh + FATS) 
Sat in the gallery between Heidi & Liangle and the audi was FREEZING like oh my goodness it was so cold, tried sharing my cardigan with Heidi! But otherwise, the dancers were soooooo goooood :-) I'm just like looking at them and thinking "I'll never be able to dance like that in my LIFE" They were so good, so yay the concert was really really good!  Even though i was pretty tired by then, :') GOOD JOB KRISSYPOO + VJ DANCERS I had a really good night :-) 

Took a picture with all of them before Liangle & I left. It as like 10.30 by the time we left VJ. going home for the both of us (we both live in the same area YAY) was literally travelling from the east to the west of singapore. First we had to take a bus to Paya lebar MRT, and then we rode the entire green line back to Jurong east, and finally we changed train and took one final stop back to Bukit Batok. By the time I reached home it was nearly 12, but I really thank God for keeping us safe especially when it was so late. Fell asleep on the MRT heehee. OH YES THANK GOD THE MRT DIDN'T BREAK DOWN. I constantly have this irrational fear that the MRTs will break down. 

Made a lot of progress reading The Lucky One today! 

Super beautiful lovemg2012 sticker

Today was alright, I guess. Apart from watching all the other levels go out and have fun while we had to sit for a 2 hour Chinese paper, it truly sucks to be Sec 4. So desperate for someone to kidnap me to Ubin THAT'S RIGHT I would rather have gone back to OBS (even though the thought of it still makes me shudder a liiiiittle). 

~*Memories of OBS flooding back*~ 

I can't believe its been a year since we've been there. I wonder how much has changed. I remember cooking in the dark, being affected by a lightning splash, having the best sleep ever on night 2 because it was raining and cold, trekking and singing to keep our spirits up, kayaking until my arms nearly broke off, being persuaded to go for the Jetty Jump (which by the way, if I have not already said this, would probably be what one would feel like had one attempted suicide by jumping off a building) I remember missing a lot of things, HAHA. Who wouldn't right?
I wonder how the Sec 3s are doing. I wonder if they're ok, which I hope they are! And that they're surviving fine. Confession time: I cried on the first night of OBS because I couldn't get used to it. But every day after that was fine :-) I guess it takes some getting used to because its a completely different environment.

anyway, we received our A Math & Physics today. Really pleased with Physics, especially for a paper that I half-whacked hehe. I have concluded, after today, that I am truly a science person. Ok my history this time wasn't that bad too. Jack of all trades but master of none? LESIGH OK HAHA too early to tell! A Math was not good, but I sort of expected it because I knew I screwed it up, so I already prepared myself for the worst HAHAH. Still, thank God for everything, for providing me with peace and joy as we received our last two papers today :') 

Probably staying back tomorrow with Grace. I really have nothing to do HAHAHA. Okay I shall try to make proper use of my time instead of slacking around everywhere. Maybe I'll start by packing my exploding shelf tomorrow night. Hmmmm. 

Spent the entire of today not doing much. I am such a slacker ok anyway. I'm getting sleepy so I'm going to sleep soon? :-) hahahaha. YAY finally blogged! 

Thursday, May 17, 2012

half of my heart

Lalalalala dum dum dum. 

I think I'll self combust in rage tomorrow when they are going through the lit paper because I'm already quite pissed. Whatever we shall see what happens tomorrow. I'll have a lot to say, definitely. GOD GIVE ME CONTROL OVER MY RAGE BECAUSE RAGE IS BAD. 

Anyway, today was a rather good day. God gave me lots of joy like I prayed for, so yay! I pray for a lot more joy tomorrow, seeing as how I have pre-empted my rage. I cannot mess up my lit NEVER. 

Had a post secondary talk from Mrs Sim, and I was really considering applying for DSA through academics + leadership to ACSI, and yeah I was thinking about going for As/IB. Hmmmm. Can't imagine leaving MG though, I really love the place like crazy. So it was pretty insightful (: I hope I do well for the rest of my mid year papers, otherwise I don't stand a chance DSA-ing to ANYWHERE. 

Chinese was the first paper we got back today. Did pretty well for my gong han, but I flunked my bzbd SO BAD because I totally veered off topic. So I got like 22 (out of 70 which is the equivalent of a train wreck HAHA but I just laughed it off......) But I was so thankful that I did (exceedingly) well for my paper 2, and it saved my ass big time. I got a B4 for Chinese in the end, which was a true blessing because I really didn't know what was going on for the chinese exam and was just all......... THANK GOD SO MUCH (': First B in chinese since........ forever. I think I'm freed from any Cs this time round, which is good (': 

Laoshi told us we would be watching a movie for chinese tomorrow #YAY! but from next week on, we would be doing intense Chinese papers ): Grr ok, at least they're giving us a day off! (: I wonder what movie we're watching tomorrow though, hopefully the people don't talk rlyrly fast, otherwise I doubt i'd be able to understand HAHA. 

Chem paper! Gave me heart attacks. Prayed before they returned us the paper that God would give me joy and assurance even if I didn't do as well. Truthfully, I didn't meet my personal expectations, but I had 'good's and 'v. good's over my paper, and I think it was considered a good score, so I was content. Despite the careless mistakes I think God gave me the acceptance towards them so (: The teachers went through the paper and I learnt quite a bit of stuff! So that was good, and yes. 

Recess was cooool, talked about JC/ACSI/Mid year results. Yupppp. Discussing. Aiyah hmmm I'll really miss MG. That was the recurring thought. 

History :-) I did well for the Hitler question and I thanked God so so so much because I remembered my hitler facts and I actually did well for the question. + Mrs Chen marked it in pink teehee pink HAAHAH ANYWAY that was ultra bimbo. SEA, studied really hard for independence and did well for the independence question, was really heartened and was all YAY. But I didn't do well for the question that I memorized for idk why ): But oh well, overall, I did relatively good for History PRAISE THE LORD!!!!!!!! God is so amazingggggggg all of the time! As Mrs Ng said, when we do well, all glory goes to God because He is so amazing! (: 

Had a talk by AC(SI) to wrap up the day, and I think I made my decision. I'm going to try DSA-ing to AC. & if its not successful, I'm going to work hard and go there through my O level results. Also, I found out today that (from what it seemed) the teacher support system in AC is super super good + methodist school culture + they don't do lectures, they teach classroom style, like in Secondary school. I would really like that. + Higher Chinese girls do actually need to get 3 points to secure a place there, so I really really really do want to try it out (: Going to pray about it tonight, hope God gives me a direction!!!!! 

Headed to Starbuxxxx @ ION after school and sat and talked and had a caramel frap with Liz, Stace & Nicole (: It was a good time catching up hahaha and sharing! + dinner later, it was a nice time just talking about school and all + all the good food and drinks heeheheh. I hope I don't grow fat today I think I ate a lot OOPS HAHAHA. Had a nice time talking to liz + texting on the way home (: I like the free time I have now once Mid years ended. 

I shall go off soon to watch The Voice + prep for Open House tomorrow, MG is the best honestly. :') Bio + E Math + Chinese movie + Lit tomorrow HAHAHAHA quite excited tbh, just hope I can control my ultimate angst for lit tomorrow though! GOD GRANT ME JOY AND JOY ABUNDANTLY & know that Your plans are to prosper me and not to harm me :')